Its been a rough last few weeks where I am trying to find what is important to me and how I can be happy. Joining a new job brings its own many questions and queries as to - is this what I want? I guess I tried to look for some passion and really enjoy me work but something somewhere is always dragging me back. I dont know if I want to do something else in life or it is just that I have to change my attitude and outlook for things. Somewhere in my mind I know i have to be positive and always try to be happy. Thats all that matters in life. Happiness and contentment with yourself.